Depending on someone through your life isn't worth it. No one will ever be there for you like you'll be there for yourself. No one else on the Earth will care about you more then you care for yourself.
Damn very odd day, a costumer came in wanting to return which is all good I could have done it for him, but he wanted cash instead of having it back on the gift card, and blew up at me about how he originally paid in cash and shit and I'm like okay let me call another location to find out if it's going to be a problem. They also said that we can't do that so he goes on and rants about how much of a stupid company policy it is and such and at the time there was another customer in the store just walking around close to the till, and the guy got very loud and angry so the other customer (very cute guy) stepped in and made the guy leave, who by the way scared the shit out of me! Seemed like such a shady man! So anyways the cute guy was super sweet stayed with me for like 45 minutes to make sure I was okay and to make sure the crazy psycho man came back. Damn did he ever flirt and hit on me hardcore, but I totally did too, super cute and really damn sweet it was really good :) ...
Defying all odds. It requires hope, courage, strength, power of will. This can be shown throughout history, for thousands of years, the french revolution, Egypt revolution, as well as Libya in progress. It's shown in literature, many love stories are about defying the odds, overcoming boundaries to be together. Possibly if your lucky enough you get to beat the odds or maybe you won't have to go through the tough times. Although things don't always work and we fall flat on our faces, we tried, we try as hard as we can, making us successful and finding something more valuable in our lives even if it looks like it won't happen. But defying the odds makes us proud, strong and happy, but maybe sometimes doing things the hard way... will make you unselfish, caring, strong, and successful.
Do you understand the amount of pain you caused me my self esteem slowly fading. I love you. But you made me feel so alone in our relationship. I try and I try. I want to be with you, but you continue to push me away. You won't even fight for us, you make me feel bad just trying to make you understand my feelings, my thoughts and you go into an instant defense mode. I just wanted to feel wanted, cared for, loved, but you couldn't do that because you have so much other things going on, including your ex girlfriend, who may be pregnant with your second child with her, I miss the days where you hated her, but now it's just you always running to her defense and protecting her, I thought I was your girlfriend? I might be insecure but at least I don't pretend to be something I'm not. I tried to give you everything. You disrespected me but I continued to stand by your stand. You no longer fool me, your apologies won't work, I'm going to move on, your a little too l...
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