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Would you lay with me?

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February 08, 2012

I wish you were here :(

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Shooting Star...

July 07, 2011

I lay outside on cold pavement looking up at the dark night sky, hoping to see a shooting star. Close my eyes and wish upon the one star that could change my life, make my dreams come true. Find my one true love, in the crowd of six billion people. I wanna feel that constant love with no limits, have someone to count on through each step of my life. How do I find you? How do I know your the one? Will I feel it? or will I lose it and hopefully find it again years after, making a mistake. Is it really to much to ask for some happiness? Just for once one thing be mine and mine alone, without the risk of losing the one thing that means everything to me, accepts me for my imperfections, allowing myself to be myself. No secrets hidden beneath a wall put up between us.

Am I?

June 27, 2012

I really wish I could understand what was wrong with me myself rather having thoughts of going to a professional to talk too. Am I really that emotionally damaged. I know the nightmares keep coming back, the thoughts of what might have happened, but can I really blame anyone other then myself?

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February 23, 2012

If you wanna leave your family again just because things are getting tough. I never want you to come back. I can't handle you leaving and coming back as you please. I want a normal family one where things stay steady but if you can't even try to be there for us when we need you, then I never want to rely on someone like you again. You may be my family and blood but that doesn't mean much. Your actions speak louder then your words. I wish I could believe in you but your deciding to leave us again. So this time please don't come back.