Alone...

Being alone isn't always bad, but sometimes when your alone you can only hear your thoughts, 
the most inner subconscious of yourself. But what can I do? Give up or hold on? Is there 
any way that this could just not hurt this much? There are so many thoughts running through
my mind about you, how to understand this? why you are doing what you are? How can I know 
anything if I can't talk to you myself. Everyone tells me you came into my life to teach me something, 
it's to bad I wanted that lesson to go on longer then just this. I gave you my trust, my heart, and you
betrayed that. You used it all against me. So what now? Being alone with my thoughts is all I can do.