Am I?

I really wish I could understand what was wrong with me myself rather having thoughts of going to a professional to talk too. Am I really that emotionally damaged. I know the nightmares keep coming back, the thoughts of what might have happened, but can I really blame anyone other then myself? 

If only...

My breathe was incomplete, my heart was incomplete, I was incomplete. 

But now the moon is full, complete in the sky, and now with you I am complete.
---- I may feel that way, but you have someone else. Could I be losing the person I 
thought could be "the one", the guy I could see my future with. 
---- I wish you knew how I really felt about you, and when you say things... I wish 
you would think about how it effects me. 
---- I'll always care about you, no matter what may happen in the future.