Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge

"When I saw you, I realized ... what real love is" 

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Survive...

There is a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't because I thought I would be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not like it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you don't have it. What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? [Grey's Anatomy]

What if you do fall in love, and you become attached to someone? Then they hurt you, leave you alone. Making you feel cold, empty, alone, and scared. Can you find anyone that will always stay with you? Never allow you to feel alone again? Always feel safe with them, and allow yourself to trust them. Put your heart and soul into them, trusting and loving someone. Letting them into your heart, believing they will never hurt you. Although no matter how much you trust someone you need to learn to survive on your own, and with someone else, without losing what's important to you. 

Not Even A Little Bit...

I hate the way you look at me. 

I hate the way you smile at me. 

I hate how you always make me laugh. 

I hate how you make me cry even more.

I hate how your always on my mind. 

I hate that you never think of me. 

I really hate the way I can't hate you. 

Marriage

Marriage. Does it really change people? Or do we allow ourselves to change? For better or for worse?

Soul mates are supposed to be out there for us all, but how long till we find the perfect person, before we settle? 

Everyone is supposed to have that perfect day that we dream about during our childhood, weather is wearing red or white. 

Little girls all dream about the day they can find their soul mates. And live a perfect life with kids and a husband. 

But will everyone actually find this happiness? 

Or are we indulged with disney movies or hindi movies about how love is seeminglessly perfect and easy to find? 

I know that I still hope that I'll find the perfect guy, my soul mate. And my perfect wedding to come true. 

Because deep down we will always dream of being married, even if we try to deny it. 

Concrete Rose...

Red rose: a symbol for love and romance. Used for decades to say "I love you". It is symbolized as beauty and perfection. 


What if the beauty and perfection is gone?

                                                                                                                        And all that's left is imperfection...