Truthfully what's the point in even caring about others when they just let you down. They hurt you, they lie to you, you can't even fully trust people once someone who "cares" about you, messes you up so much that you've changed forever, without even realizing it. Even family drives you crazy enough to make you believe that you can't trust them, or that there is any point in caring for them, or they caring for you. The only person you can really count on is yourself. Shouldn't the person who claims to care about you, be able to open themselves up enough to let you in and care for them? To allow help, to feel they are cared for. Caring turns into pure love, which sometimes is in the sound of a simple heartbeat so faint and distant, that won't be heard at all times, but it's there, constantly inside us, and with us, like an involuntary movement. We strive for perfection, we hide our true selves from others, but when someone does try to break down the walls we never allow them too, because someone before them may have hurt us, or we are scared of feeling another person caring for you. We all try to hide ourselves behind a mask that we can't even explain to others, but we all understand. Instead of screaming "i like you, i wanna be with you" we play games and hide behind words that push someone away.
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