Do You...

Do you ever reminisce about the old days, the great memories, like "puppy" love? All the hair pulling, teasing, kicking, pinching, just makes you kinda miss that you could actually tell when a boy liked you. Now it's all a set of mind games, secrets, lies, rumors, which just makes us feel insecure and unworthy. But that feeling still happens, the butterflies in your tummy, the smiling, and giggling every time you talk to them, or even hear their name. When you get your first crush, your first heart break, your first kiss, you never forgot about this happiness or sadness. I remember my first couple crushes, they were both so amazing I still talk to them both, they are great people and the first kisses with either of them were amazing, one was in the basement of his house (I was friend's with his younger sister) and in his bedroom, while we were alone because her mother needed her. The other memorable one was on the back seat of the bus, grade 6 last day right before we got to his stop. Are these simple acts of love that make us search for "the one" our soul mates? Or is that all just made up so we believe in having our happily ever afters? I understand that we can't have a fairy tale ending, but we can be happy if we allow ourselves to try and keep ourselves open. So love it's the hardest thing to ever explain, but the way we feel makes us crazy, our heart skip a beat. <3