Rawr So Mad!!

why is it that people change in highschool much ... and they say ohh yeah its highschool thats changing me... no its fucking not its your damn choice to change who u are.... and the best friends can become strangers its really sad.. i dont get it i think its stupid... and why cant one person hang out with the other persons new friends. highschool is place to grow yes but it doesnt me u have to change everything u are just for a new group of people... or does it... im so confused with everything going on now... why did everything change so fast... its only been like 3 months and so many of my old friends have become strangers i try and talk to them but it just doesnt work... maybe we really werent all that close of friends no matter how much we tried... but i miss all the fun we had and its just everything i thought highschool would be nothings gone like that except maybe 2 things out like 10000 i dont want to lose old friends but i want to make more... and im not ignoring u just because i hang out with different people everyday i ask u if u want to come yet u always say no... iv tried .. and im going to breaking my neck trying to make this work if u dont..,,
like one day u talk to me the next u completly ignore me... fuck that im not going to play your fucking games anymore im sick and tired off all this shit going on... i promise that no matter how mad we are at each other or if u think im a hyorcrite ill always be there if u need me... i dont care if u hate me for two weeks were friends and im going to be there no matter what...
but seriously how did highschool change u all so much...
im sure iv changed but honestly at least i know i have u pretend nothing has changed....